Well, the new job is proving quite difficult. It’s hard to describe the level of panic I feel every day I work. Sometimes, it takes a great deal out of me to just walk in the door. I’m so glad it’s only for two more months.
I also have to remember that I can’t just hide in the office all day. I have to be out and about. One of the things I mention in the book is that it is difficult for outsiders to understand just how hard it is just being there. Sometimes I look like I’m really not doing much, but in reality I’m spending most of my energy just trying to keep it together, which doesn’t leave a whole lot left over.