So I met with a friend for coffee the other day, and she has more or less convinced me to self-publish. It is quite exciting, actually. My main concern was with distribution, but I think I can overcome that with some hard work. I really like the control it gives me over my work. In fact, my biggest anxiety during this entire process has been that a publisher might alter my manuscript considerably, not recognizing my purpose. For instance, much of my book is editorializing, which an outsider might not see as relevant. I also want to get this book out fast, as I am feeling a little angry these days. If my employer will not voluntarily take measures to combat PTSD, perhaps I can shame them into doing so by going public. I would be happy if I could publish this book tomorrow.
The only drawback that I can see is the cost. I am looking into crowd funding.
In the meantime, I have started a new project. It is a short story, based on the idea of an alien invasion with a bit of a twist. I won’t spoil it for you, don’t worry. Anyway, my plan is to include this story at the end of the book. Another reason that I like having greater control. I want to get my readers used to seeing me as a fiction writer as well, as I have many ideas for future projects that are floating around in my head. I have posted a sample of the new story.
#PTSDsucks